Today is a new day,,three weeks since i have used….I dont need to use today. I’m feeling good still, not improving but holding a good mental and physical posture. I’m going to talk more on negative influences as they are in my mind the addiction monsters best weapon. I have gone to the doctor’s office this morning , we were discussing this problem . She seems to think a lot like others that have posted comments in this blog . My conclusions are that ….yes there are more positive influences than negative …I refuse to believe that they balance out in any way. It is all up to the individual , what direction they follow . This blame we try to put on others or society in general is complete crap . We hold our own destiny in our hands . No one and I mean no one determines destiny for us , and if we allow others to do this then we have no reason to blame anyone but ourselves . I am so proud of myself for getting this far , as i had no idea how hard and involved this process is…I love myself again and soon will have my love to share again…So with this said …from this day forward I will not entertain any blame or negativity for problems others , even close friends .. have and want to some how lay at my doorstep…If your negative you will not hear from me … Today is a new day, 21 days in ….Friends I feel good…Thanks for the continued support , I couldn’t have done it without you….