Today is a new day….I don’t need to use today.. I’m feeling pretty good today…ummmm last day for smoking cigarettes. I’m anxious at least knowing tomorrow I will stop a habit I have had for some 35 years. I already showing signs of withdrawal from nicotine, as nervousness and maybe even a little short temper… I do however have faith that I will succeed in this endeavor. I have seen others close to me succeed in this addiction and win. I would like to say some things on my mind especially respect..and how we treat others. I know myself , I have been very disrespectful towards others as they have been towards me….It seems we all want respect , but dish it out very sparingly . I f we get it we might give it…..That’s how I used to think…well friends for those of us that don’t treat people with respect from the beginning , and don’t receive it…we have no one to blame but ourselves..I know from now on I’m going to try to treat everyone the way I wish to be treated and see if it helps …I’m betting it will…ohhh yeah I have a gambling problem too…lol just kidding..friends I feel good and I am moving forward ..I hope everyone is coming with me ….