I have been to my first group meeting , wow umm not what I expected ..It was very small and the participants were at the least shy of public speaking . I was a main participant as I think I was the only volunteer there..the others may have been there for a DWI program Or just ordered by some random court. We spoke of trust issues as I had brought up the concerns that I have . I would like to say that I spoke with a friend last night of this , my friend told me that i cannot dictate when someone will have trust in me again ..to not try to prove myself but to just stay sober and live a healthy life …The trust will come in time . That really woke me up to something I have been doing all my life in a certain way…I am learning so much It’s hard to keep up with lol…but I feel great and I thank god for all of my friends and family..thanks for reading and for the support..