Today is a new day, I don’t need to use today. Spring is on the way ,everything is getting a new chance . I have mixed feelings on this subject…as I am starting over again by choice but a very hard choice. I am fully aware now that a full make over of my life is essential for my success. These thoughts have me feeling really down and questioning whether I want to continue this task. It takes all I have some days to keep going , even with the friends and family that continue
A toddler girl crying (Photo credit: Wikipedia) pain either, as we all have felt some sort of that pain. Emotional pain , whether caused by others or ourselves ,pain so enormous there's no holding back..Please think about this very carefully . There's really an easy answer here , that's compassion and feeling for others not so fortunate as we are.
their support unconditionally. Please in no way am i ever going to stop this fight for sobriety and happiness , it’s just how I feel sometimes and it gets very hard and confusing.
The way we as a society think about some things is very confusing. When someone cries we get all uptight and try to get them to stop. I wonder is this because we want these persons to feel better? …or are we so insecure it makes us uncomfortable to see this happen. I know in my experience its the insecurity of those that want the crying to end. Can someone tell me any feelings on this subject…? How do you really feel when you see someone in enough pain to cry..?
When a lot of us were children our parents or guardians were in the same way as we are now. Have you ever heard a parent tell you or a friend to stop that crying….Ill give you something to cry about . Hmmmm so maybe we are, as a society somewhat trained as kids to be insecure? I wonder has anybody else questioned these things or is it just me …. don’t rock the boat..? if its broken and no one cares just don’t worry about it…! is that it…or if its good enough for me when I was brought up its good enough for them..hmmm that’s it…!!!! I do think some things have changed , as change needs to come a little quicker. We are to worried about other things to care for the more simple cures of a society that’s hurting.
Well I’m gonna say I have cried like a baby several times in the last
Biting one's lip can be a physical manifestation of worry. Español: Morderse los labios puede ser una manifestación exter
few weeks , some telling me that’s more of a man than most. I was brought up with the sayings real men don’t cry… wow so in the end I’m the only one I need to worry about , as I did put stock in these traditions and lore …but after it’s all said and done I’m the one who is liable for my happiness so I’m going to do what I have to for the achievement of this goal.
I’m Tim , I am an addict… sober and searching for happiness….. I feel accomplished….. Thanks for reading , see you tomorrow!!!!
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