Today is a new day , I am not going to use today. I am excited today , hopefully we will go flying in a little while . My cousin’s son ( who is only hmmmm 19 or so has a pilots licence and yes were going flying if the weather holds . I am with family in Springfield Mass this weekend and my personal anxiety is at a minimum. I’m not sure why this time here is different but I seem more excited than before.
Something I have been thinking about lately and would like to get off my back is about some people and their need to be a victim of any situation . I have disconnected myself completely from my situation , moved and gave up everything I owned or knew . Recently I was told by the persons that were guilty of selling my belongings that they need protection from me. Now I am 700 miles away and in no way even thinking of returning there in the near future. Granted at one time hmmm I was a little disgruntled by these events . Why protection is needed from me is a question only this amalgamation of stress would know. I did make the mistake of returning to my past by communicating with one of the followers of this ridiculous assemblage . I was dumbfounded when I seen right through this menagerie of drama to find a motive for a totally different outcome , as these persons refuse to give up their quest for proving themselves trustworthy . I look back and see that certain situations were manufactured for the sole purpose of showing me as an aggressor , while all the time I really wasn’t . I am thinking in certain people , their need for personal dominance out weighs the need for a normal relationship. I was drawn by these professional victims , and I’m sure these relationships had nowhere to go from the beginning.
I’m sitting here on a deck , its 7:38 am as I’m drinking coffee while enjoying the songs of all the birds in the neighborhood. This day has begun so tranquil its a needed change from earlier in the week . I’m astounded at my recovery as my bad days are in no way as bad when this journey started . I feel so at peace here and hope this is a sign of better things to come.
My name is Tim email is firstname.lastname@example.org I look forward to seeing you tomorrow…. Have an awesome weekend.!!
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