Today is a new day , I don’t need to use today… Our weekend in Springfield Mass has ended , It was a very nice weekend with family and friends. I have been thinking a lot of how things were between my family and I and the difference’s in this weekend . I am coming to certain conclusions of how I must maintain my composure in more demanding situations . Our adventure flying Saturday was an awesome experience , as our young and up coming pilot was very knowledgable and talented . I did notice how unplugged I have been towards most of the younger generation of my family . I learned this weekend some things about this as I really am interested in there lives and dreams .
It has been said to most of us ( just be the bigger person ) , I have been thinking about this a lot here recently. I doubt very much if I have ever been this person , all the time thinking I was . I have been hung up on this subject as most of us worry ( to a certain degree ) about others thinking badly about our lifestyles. I have been striving here lately to concentrate on being this bigger person as this is a big difference for me and I do slip back to my norm of speaking before thinking. I do know as an addict this was always a worry of mine but all the time I was trying to project this person I wasn’t so having to prove my actions came first. Being an addict was full of thoughts of how I could make these addictions seem as they were normal and needed. I was always trying to prove to myself that what I was doing is the normal way of life. The few sober people I did have interaction with probably thought this abnormal as I was looking for reassurance from everyone for my decisions. I will become this bigger person as I am conscious of this more and more.
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