Today is a new day, it’s the last day of the month. Another month is already gone this year. It seems like it was yesterday that the New Year was upon us. I remember the ball dropping and the promises of the New Year and the new resolutions. This year has been nothing like I had planned in the ending months of last year. I have grown substantially in the last few months and have learned to love myself , so I will have feelings to share with others. Today marks the halfway point of the recovery program that I’m enrolled in , it seems to be helping in ways I couldn’t have guessed before I started.
The past seems so far behind me now , and the memory’s of most are long gone , only a few remain as they will forever. I do revisit the past on occasion and miss certain pieces of it still. I do understand I cannot return to the ways of my past but the invasion of its thoughts continue. Today is kinda a blah day for me , hopefully the weather will be a little warmer this week.
I hope all have a great day..